Wednesday, November 08, 2017

Shock

Very often I stand in my icon corner and I just wail at God: "He died!!!" 
Like I am in shock and astonished and dismayed and surprised that after all the anticipatory grief, the thing actually happened. 
The fact that it is so jarring has come as a surprise. 
"He died!!!" I cry. 
"He died!!!" 
It is all so wrong.

3 comments:

elizabeth said...

Shock is so normal though. ♡♡♡ prayers...

Shamassy Monica said...

Lord have mercy

Frewtyl said...

I'm thinking of you, and praying for you daily. Unimaginable. It is shocking.