Monday, April 04, 2011
I'm sorry I've done this to you. You hurt. I know you do. You have to haul all this extra weight around and you just don't like it. You don't like it when I exercise, but I have to, so that eventually you won't have to carry such a heavy load. You especially don't like stairs. I'm so sorry I thought I was invincible and that there would be no consequences to each individual choice I made.
But I know better now.
Each choice I made is added to each other choice I made. And now you hurt.
I'm so sorry.
I'm trying to fix it. You inspire me and motivate me to fix what's broken about me, so that you won't be broken.